I'm E.T.

I changed my URL

Tue, 14 May 2013 23:17:10 -0400

from grumpdiary ————> extraterrestrialgirl

Fuck him! And her too for that matter!! You are gorgeous and you deserve to be loved. You WILL be loved.

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 13:27:04 -0400

Oh, thanks… Idk. I can’t tho, you know? She’s my only other friend other than Auds. I’d rather be treated not-so-well than be alone.

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Wed, 17 Apr 2013 02:41:15 -0400

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Wed, 17 Apr 2013 02:41:03 -0400

I like how no one even cares when they’re happy Oh yeah, you go on ahead being all stupid and...

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 02:36:05 -0400

I like how no one even cares when they’re happy

Oh yeah, you go on ahead being all stupid and cute with your dumb boyfriend and I’ll just sit here in my bed contemplating my blades

You know I am too, but eh, you’re too involved with your love affair to even think about stopping me

Then you’ll scold me for dragging them across my arms in rage that I literally have no support, no one who truly cares

and you’ll say you care, and that he cares. Oh, you do? But not even a sixteenth as much as you care about each other.

It’s sick. You’re happy now. Oh, not because of him? BULLSHIT. Fucking bullshit. I was happy because of him. Momentarily. Fuck you. Fuck me. I obviously didn’t deserve it. That’s why it was ripped from my hands and placed into yours.

I’m not even contemplating anymore. There’s no one to stop me. No one cares. I don’t deserve happy, I don’t even deserve pleasure. That’s why I can’t even feel it anymore. It’s just a tingly wave of numb all over. I prefer the numb.

I prefer to lie to you about how “well” I am too. Just like you lie to yourself about your source of happiness. You don’t deserve the truth. Just like I don’t deserve happiness. Just like I don’t deserve pleasure. I just deserve the pain and suffering that’s so constant.

Oh how I wish I was worthy of love and happiness and pleasure. But I am just a little mollusk, a squishy little slug. I don’t deserve shit. I deserve a bucket of salt. That’s all.

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Wed, 17 Apr 2013 01:38:07 -0400

I honestly don’t know why I’m so upset IM SO UPSET IM SO ANGRY IM FUCKING PISSED I...

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 01:35:27 -0400

I honestly don’t know why I’m so upset

IM SO UPSET

IM SO ANGRY

IM FUCKING PISSED

I just want it to all go away

crustydollparts:

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 01:29:55 -0400

crustydollparts:

askouija: crystalsandmoss: Three down, two more to...

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 01:29:21 -0400

askouija:

crystalsandmoss:

Three down, two more to go.
(Original drawings by HTMLflowers)

ugh yes

I’m pretending I’m okay w it BUT IM NOT ugh Scarlet Get over yourself

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 01:28:55 -0400

I’m pretending I’m okay w it BUT IM NOT

ugh

Scarlet

Get over yourself

willow-wallow: You see what I’m sayin’?

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 01:03:37 -0400

willow-wallow:

You see what I’m sayin’?

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Tue, 16 Apr 2013 20:54:47 -0400

rimbaudwasademonchild: The coolest bitches in the neighbourhood...

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 20:53:45 -0400

rimbaudwasademonchild:

The coolest bitches in the neighbourhood for sure

Lost in the Pacific: “Okay Scarlet. Okay” Okay, you pretentious cunt. Okay I may be lying...

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 20:50:28 -0400

Lost in the Pacific: “Okay Scarlet. Okay” Okay, you pretentious cunt. Okay I may be lying...:

willow-wallow:

“Okay Scarlet. Okay”

Okay, you pretentious cunt. Okay

I may be lying face-down on the ground
But don’t you dare talk down to me

Who are you, good for nothing camel
You don’t even spit back

“Okay Scarlet. Okay”

Fine don’t believe me
You’re holding yourself back

Surrender your stupid…

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Tue, 16 Apr 2013 20:45:59 -0400

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Tue, 16 Apr 2013 20:45:37 -0400

Guys I changed my url from heytherefoxface to grumpdiary grumpdiary is much more suitable,...

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 20:42:51 -0400

Guys I changed my url from heytherefoxface to grumpdiary

grumpdiary is much more suitable, yeah?

Anyways, that’s that, so now you won’t get confused

black-knife: blurfawn: in-troducing: Another of my pix,...

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 23:21:33 -0400

black-knife:

blurfawn:

in-troducing: Another of my pix, sans-credit.

I feel fat

bodypartss: (via landlockedmermaid, jabroniichan)

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 02:12:27 -0400

bodypartss:

(via landlockedmermaid, jabroniichan)

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Sat, 13 Apr 2013 02:12:20 -0400